Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Air mata Rasullallah s.a.w

Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar seorang yang berseru mengucapkan salam. 'Bolehkah saya masuk?' tanyanya. Tapi Fatimah tidak mengizinkannya masuk, 'Maafkanlah, ayahku sedang demam', kata Fatimah yang membalikkan badan dan menutup pintu.

Kemudian ia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya pada Fatimah, 'Siapakah itu wahai anakku?'
'Tak tahulah ayahku, orang sepertinya baru sekali ini aku melihatnya,' tutur Fatimah lembut. Lalu, Rasulullah menatap puterinya itu dengan pandangan yang menggetarkan.

Seolah-olah bahagian demi! bahagian wajah anaknya itu hendak dikenang.

'Ketahuilah, dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara, dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia.
Dialah malaikatul maut,' kata Rasulullah, Fatimah pun menahan ledakkan tangisnya. Malaikat maut datang menghampiri, tapi Rasulullah menanyakan kenapa Jibril tidak ikut sama menyertainya.

Kemudian dipanggilah Jibril yang sebelumnya sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut ruh kekasih Allah dan penghulu dunia ini.

'Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah?', tanya Rasululllah dengan suara yang amat lemah.
'Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka, para malaikat telah menanti ruhmu.
'Semua syurga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu,' kata Jibril.
Tapi itu ternyata tidak membuatkan Rasulullah lega, matanya masih penuh kecemasan. 'Engkau tidak senang mendengar khabar ini?', tanya Jibril lagi.
'Khabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?'
'Jangan khawatir, wahai Rasul ! Allah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepadaku: 'Kuharamkan syurga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat
Muhammad telah berada di dalamnya,' kata Jibril.
Detik-detik semakin dekat, saatnya Izrail melakukan tugas. Perlahan ruh Rasulullah ditarik.

Nampak seluruh tubuh Rasulullah bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. 'Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini.'
Perlahan Rasulullah mengaduh. Fatimah terpejam, Ali yang disampingnya menunduk semakin dalam dan Jibril memalingkan muka.

'Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?'
Tanya Rasulullah pada Malaikat pengantar wahyu itu.
'Siapakah yang sanggup, melihat kekasih Allah direnggut ajal,' kata Jibril.
Sebentar kemudian terdengar Rasulullah mengaduh, karena sakit yang tidak tertahankan lagi.

'Ya Allah, dahsyat nian maut ini, timpakan saja semua siksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku.'
Badan Rasulullah mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tidak bergerak lagi.
Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu, ! Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya. 'Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku'
'peliharalah shalat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah di antaramu.'


Diluar pintu tangis mulai terdengar bersahutan, sahabat saling berpelukan.
Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya, dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinganya ke bibir Rasulullah yang mulai kebiruan.

'Ummatii,ummatii,ummatiii?' - 'Umatku, umatku, umatku'
Dan, berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu.
Kini, mampukah kita mencintai sepertinya?
Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi

Betapa cintanya Rasulullah kepada kita.

Monday, March 22, 2010

food you remember

I am starting a tag here.. wanted to write about this for some time.. but at last I think its a great tag to do as well..

Food that I could remember... as long as I live... until recet day I mean.. :D

1. Nasi minyak at Tanjung Api

I dont know if it still available, but it was at one of those stores that sells breakfast at Jeti Tanjung Api, where all the fishes are up every evening. People came here to get fresh fish, to fish or to eat as well. Fishermen hang around here at times. I remembered my dad took me to the store, to eat nasi minyak, damn those were my favorites. In Kuantan, we ate nasi minyak for breakfast, and for weddings, it is usually more than usual, maybe nasi minyak hujan panas. The nasi minyak here was eaten with ayam masak merah, or ayam kari with acar timun and nenas.. it is really yummy.. until today, I couldnt found any nasi minyak tastes as good as this one.

2. Mee goreng and sambal at SMART

Yup, it was the foodstall food at my canteen, at SMART - Sek Men Abdul Rahman Talib Kuantan. This canteen really does serves yummy food, so irony with the fact that foodstalls at canteen serves crap. I usually pour a lot of sambal onto the mee goreng, and add with ayam goreng. It was a simple mee goreng, put seriously I could remember it till today.

3. Mee sup, also at SMART

Told ya they serves yummy food. Mee soup with sambal cili kicap.. wow.. yummy.. we ended up throwing chicken bones to the boys after those meal.. naughty huh?????

4. Mee goreng at MRSM Jasin Melaka

It was not the canteen food.. sorry dear school... nothing from your dewan makan touch my heart.. (hahaah) It was those mee goreng made by, makcik.. errr owwhh I forgot, which makcik, but it was sold after prep class every night. almsot every night. People would rush and ran to get it, as it usually finish very early. sometimes, you have to have a representative to get it for you.. it was like the 'have to have' food every night.

5. Nasi lemak zaman

Also available only in Kuantan. There was a very big restaurant, near the old Kuantan airport, and it was very very famous that serves nasi lemak in banana leaves. Every morning you could see the front of the restaurant was jammed up with cars, lorries, and the restaurant, which was huge, was crowded with people! You have to get into the kitchen to get the nasi lemak in daun pisang on your own, or else you'll be left behind. All the waitresses are very very very busy. It was famous as it is located along the way to leave Kuantan for KL or Temerloh. I dont know how it is doing today as there was a new highway and this is not anymore the main entrance into Kuantan. At first this restaurant only sells nasi lemak, can u imagine, people came just for nasi lemak. After sometimes, they have other things as well, maybe to be more competetive.. oh I wish I could have one pack of Nasi Lemak Zaman.

6. Nasi tomato at Canteen C, UIA PJ

Was it called the Canteen C? I cant remember, but it was the jejantas canteen - thats what we called it, as it was on the jejantas above the road. There was this stall, at the end, selling nasi tomato and ayam goreng. (maybe they are selling more than that, but that was what I always buy) I remember buying those nasi tomato, ask for the ayam goreng and some kerak. And add with their masak merah gravy.. oww yummy.. I think Mye, Riza and Zatul should remember this.. we always bought them after classess to have it in our kolej - Kolej Fatimah Azzahraa tak de canteen remember???

7. Ikan Keli Bakar at Kolej Hafsa

Seriously cant be forgotten.. those ikan keli bakar and air asam.. mashallah.. sedapnyaaaaa.... (air teh ais dia pun sedap) uhukuhukuhuk... there is where I learnt to eat ikan keli. Never had any back in my home town. But those ikan bakar were great, we could the smell of they grilling it from far... I remembered everything from their canteen in nice as well - teringat bila time I got sick, Mye would buy me food from the canteen, and she never get it wrong.. the only person sho exactly know what I eat, and how i eat...

8. Red ruby at KLCC foodcourt

I think it is the best desert I ever had.. it was some kind adik beradik cendol, but in it was red thingie 9the red ruby thing) made out of err. I cant remember, with slices of jackfruit. all in cold coconut milk.. my husband will try and get it, whenever we went to KLCC (whihc was like, ermm once a year now) hmm yummmmieeee

9. Nasi lemak and char kuey tiaw at Mali

It was at wangsa maju - not sure whether it is still there. But it was the best char kuey tiaw I have ever eaten. Their nasi lemak and fried chicken was special too

(errgh I'm trying to make it 10)

10. Nasi with pecelele and bergedil and fanta merah!!!

Yeah!!! that complete my list!!! It was our favourite food (or among those I could gulp) during our short study in Indonesia. I had fanta merah every day! I could remember the tastes, as it came together with good memories of Studio 99 members being together. When you were away from home, you could know who your true friends really are. And thats how I remembered how happy we were eating nasi pecelele froun our food pack.

I want to tag - Mye, Kayla, Bai, Aiza, DD, Liz, Nuyu, Aishah and all of you who read this.. drop by anf leave a message if you had answer this ok
let see is there any similarity???

here we go again

This is quite soon to tell.. but I need someone, some where to nag to (lagipun some of my dear friends already know this) sometimes I just cant keep all this in me and need to be blow it out somewhere..

I am uncomfortable!! help!!! I cant breathe easy, I cant sit comfortably.. this is happening early and seems too soon for me. I am till struggling with the nausea and sickness and now I have to deal with this??? - Banyak betul pahala Allah nak bagi eh- (keep positive and head up)

What am I talking about?? Oh yes, I am pregnant again, and now being at 8 weeks. I am quite nervous this time, considering what has happen to my previous pregnancy. But is all God's willing rite? All I have to do is do my part, and pray, and just hope this time around it will go well....

Many told me, this time, take care.. but personally I dont really know what really take care is. So all I do is, pretend like it is any other day, and pray that this time, we'll gonna have a successful pregnancy.

Of course I am happy, but I am worried as well. Pray for me, ok.. thanks....

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

3rd anniversay

It was our 3rd anniversary last week, which falls on the 10th of March. But I have no energy to blog about it last week (even now). So, it has been such a blessed 3 years being married to Zahrein, alhamdulillah.. its a happy 3 years... Happy Anniversary Dear and thank you for all the happiness, laughter, knowledge and shelter you've given me.

Actually I planned to answer that tag from Aiza on this date, but... I couldnt find it .. huhuhu later kay Aiza.. I O U!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

rumah anak kesayangan

I am sorry for the delay of giving this info. Ramai yg tanya about rumah anak kesayangan. so here is :

Address : No 76, Lengkuk Kenari 1, Taman Desa Ria, Sungai Ara, 11900 Bayan Lepas, Penang.
Phone : 019-416 8397, 019-517 2798, 04-646 2054
Email: anakkesayangan09@gmail.com
web : www.anakkesayangan09.blogspot.com
A/c No: 507134241223

Monday, March 8, 2010

cding a newborn

From the beginning I always felt that Cding a newborn isnt easy peasy. Because they poop all the time, urinate all the time, difficult to sleep all the time, and the diaper becomes the first thing to blame whenever the baby cried. I could imagined, struggling with a newborn with breast feeding stuff, and yet, I wanted to add Cding some more???? (and had to wash all on my own during confinement, and had to dry them in our laundry room - wow, I'd be crazy waiting for them to dry!)

But these are just the pre imagination that I had - without experiencing it all! Guess what.. Mye, did a good job, compiling her review on her first attempt CDing her cutie newborn. Great Mye, thanks!

Monday, March 1, 2010

selamat menyambut maulidur rasul

salam maulidur rasul.. alhamdulillah.. it here again. semoga junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad Saw sentiasa berada dalam ingatan kita. Dan seperti tahun tahun yang lalu, kita di ingatkan agar sentiasa berselawat, dan mangamalkan sunnah Nabi sebagai lambang cinta kita kepadanya.

Saya ingin mengucapkan tahniah kepada penerima anugah Maulidur Rasul tahun 2010.

1. Adik Nik Nur Madiah - Yang berjaya dengan cemerlang dalam SPM tahun lalu walaupun datang dari kelaurga yang miskin. Kini, beliau sedang menuntut di Jordan.

2. Dato Dr Hazan Din Al Hafiz - Seorang yang kita semua kenali. Diberi kerana jasanya menyampaikan ilmu agama kepada masyarakat

3. Prof Dr Yaacob - Pakar kajian makanan Halal. Telah menulis 900 artikel mengenai makanan halal

4. Dr Tan Swee Lin - Satu satunya penerima bukan Islam. Seorang pakar genetik tumbuhan di Mardi.

5. Dato Dr Abdul Razak - Pengarah Global Peace. Anugerah diberikan kerana kegiatan khidmat masyarakat yg banyak di lakukan beliau.

6. Pn Hajjah Faiza - Pemilik beras Faiza yang mementingkan kebersihan dan kualiti produk. Contoh usahawan Muslimah yang berjaya dan banyak memberi sumbangan dalam rancangan Bersamamu TV3

7. Anugerah perdana; Prof Dato Dr Mahmood Zuhdi - Timbalan dekan ISTAC

Semoga mereka semua menjadi tokoh dan pemimpin yang baik kepada umat Islam di Malaysia