Thursday, February 24, 2011

Nasuha is 4 months

Yes she is.. time has been running - without waiting for me! And here she is today, being 4 months. Err.. i dont know how much she weighs.. missed her vaccination last Monday. We plan to do so next week. So she's been in the nursery for 3 weeks now, alhamdulilah.. sihat, very well and montel :D. She now smiles, coo, giggles at who she likes, turns. She cries less at the nursery now, drinking and sleeping well too.. alhamdulillah.. just that teachers told me, she rarely could lie down and play on her own - she usually would cried, wants to be picked up, or at least being hold/put vertically. hmm She's the same at home - tak nak baring, nak duduk or bediri-at this age that she shouldnt.

I was thinking of that bumbo seat, which helps babies who cant sit to rest upright. Tapi Zahrein kata, it might only be used for a short time - mambazir sbb mahal. So, for now all my carriers were helping me a lot.
Zahraa now loves Nasuha more! She knows how to play with her, as Nasuha is a chatter now.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

10 Things Twilight Teaches Teenage Boys About Teenage Girls

I found this very very very funny. So i'd like to share.. thanks to the blog writer ..hehehehhe

by Kevin Kelly

Girls Like Boys Who Ignore Them

When Edward first sees Bella in class, he stiffens up like he’s smelled a dead skunk and avoids her like the plague. Days go by and he doesn’t return to class, but she searches for him every day. Finally, when he does come back, he alternates between being nice to her, and telling her she shouldn’t be friends with him. It ends up driving Bella nuts, which is maybe what he wanted all along. Next time you see a girl you’re interested in, make sure she catches your eye, then act like she repulses you and you should be well on your way.

Girls Like Boys Who Are Mysterious

It’s important to maintain an air of mystery about yourself, and not come in all blundering like cheerful dork Mike Newton in the movie. The guy is an open book, and as a result Bella is bored by him. The only thing that catches her fancy at the new school is the bunch of aloof, slightly goth students who mosey in with tons of hair product looking like they wandered off the campus of a private school. Don’t let people know about your past, sulk around, and randomly break off during conversations and walk away. You’ll be a man of mystery.

Girls LIke Boys Who Talk About Their Feelings

While you can’t come out and do this right away, because then you violate the rule of first ignoring the girl, eventually you have to pony up and spill your secrets. Although the key is being mysterious for period of time during which you’re doing all of the “reeling in” work. In order to keep that girl you’re going to have to let her know your big secret, and make her feel like she’s the only one in the world who knows it. Of course, it helps if the secret is that you’re a hundred years old and a vampire, but the fact that you used to wet the bed until you were 10 might work as well. The key is to just open up at some point and confide in her, without seeming like a whiner.

Girls Like Boys With Hair Product

Have you even seen Edward’s hair in Twilight? Seriously, it’s ridiculous. He looks like the lovechild of James Dean and Elvis, and he has to spend at least an hour getting the ‘do ready for school every day, although we never get to see how he preps it. Do vampires also get the gift of extremely well-coiffed hair? And he’s not the only one, his vampy brethren all have hair that looks like it came out of one of those books you see in the waiting areas of hair salons. The sort of hair catalogues you’re meant to pick your next look out of. Robert Pattinson fans call it “sex hair”, which either means it’s sexy hair, or it’s what your hair looks like after sex. Either way, pick up some product and start working on your locks.

Girls Stammer Around Boys They’re Interested In

If you’re looking for one of the signs that she’s really into you, this is a good one. If she can barely get through a sentence when she’s talking to you, then she wants you. Either that or she might be grammatically challenged, but let’s keep hope alive and assume that she’s just nervous. When Edward finally starts talking to Bella she sounds like Woody Allen, and you’ll need to look for those same tongue-tied signs. Besides staring at you constantly, the tangled tongue is about the only other visual cue you’ll get that she’s into you.

Girls Want Sex Just As Much As Boys Do

This one shatters an age-old myth that guys just want to get in girls’ pants. Let me tell you, girls want to get in your pants just as badly. Bella definitely tries to put the moves on Edward, and she pursues him a lot harder than he pursues her. There’s no discussion about waiting for an appropriate time or making sure the moment is extra special. No, she just wants to get him out of those clothes and get busy. Not to say that Bella’s a slut, because she’s actually a pretty chaste girl. But she definitely wouldn’t mind getting Edward in the sack for some extra-curricular activities.

Girls Like Boys Who Can Resist The Urge

Whether that urge is to suck your blood or go all the way in bed, girls love a guy with self-restraint, and it also goes back to the whole “ignore her and it’ll drive her crazy” tip near the top of this list. Edward and Bella have one fairly intense makeout scene in this movie. They’re up in Bella’s bed, and she’s in her panties. Things get hot and heavy and suddenly Edward flies backwards and slams into the wall. He knows he has to be careful with her or he’ll probably tear her to shreds. Instead of getting naked and going for it, he just lays next to her and watches her sleep.

Girls Like Boys Who Can Play The Piano

Although you’d hope that could work for just about any instrument, I don’t know if you’re going to be able to reel them in with the French Horn or the Oboe. Was Kenny G. ever a chick magnet? Stick with the basics, like a guitar or the piano. Edward plays a tune for Bella, and according to my book-obsessed Twilight friends, he actually writes a song for her later in the series. Which of course would drive any girl nuts. Still, the piano makes you look sensitive and it’s less phallic of an instrument than a guitar. It’ll make you look moody, adds more mystery, and it is like kryptonite to a girl’s heart.

Girls Like Boys Who Play Sports

Even if you’re an immortal being that survives on the blood of others, girls will still dig it if you can hit those balls into deep center field. There’s a fairly ridiculous moment in Twilight where a huge thunderstorm gives the vampires a chance to play baseball, since the thunder masks the sound when they pound the ball. They invite Bella to tag along and you can see how excited she gets when Edward makes a spectacular catch. It’s not exactly as romantic as sitting in the stands and watch your man make a free throw or break free for a touchdown, but it’s as close as Bella can get, and she loves it. So take something up, even if it’s kickball.

Girls Like Bad Boys

For years girls have been loving the archetype of the rebel, the guy who hangs out by himself, sports tattoos, rides a motorcycle, gets in trouble every now and then. Well, there’s nothing badder than a guy who could potentially kill you for lunch, and who has to constantly put himself through physical pain by resisting the urge to open up your jugular as your blood sings to him. Outwardly the vampires in Twilight just have pale skin and sparkle like diamonds when they’re in the full sunlight, but inside they’re a raging storm of emotions. While you might not be able to become a vampire, just talk back to a teacher or consider that tattoo you’ve always wanted. It’ll work roughly the same magic.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Thursday, February 10, 2011

burt's bee

It is new? nope.. not really. Came accross this in someones' magazine last year, but never gave attention. Till one day it clicks me that i NEED to at last repair my badly dry lips. So had a visit to Burts Bee, The Curve. (kat mana? near Borders... hujung2 tu dah,never been there before too)

I'm intrigued to buy the lip balm, as it said it was made from bee wax.. cool rite? So interesting that everything was made from bee wax,honey,royal jelly,flowers that bees sip on, and other natural ingredients. I end up buying the Radiance facial cleanser, Ageless day moisteriser (and being a member) and a lip shimmer. Lip Shimmer is kinda a lip balm too, but with a sheer color...thats kinda cool for me, as i never been good using any lipstik,due to my chapped lips. Supposely a muslim should venture it was already mentioned in the Quran about An Nahl-the bees. Its a great idea venturing bee into cosmetic product, rite? (like those in Langkawi buat kosmetik from gamat, like the idea)

I love the cleanser! Love the lip shimmer! The moisterizer.. i still cant tell yet. Of course it made my skin better, smaller pores, less dry.. but sometimes a bit oily for my face-still adjusting (or i just shud get that radiance range ones)

And a plus, they are the Greenest product award winner!! Number one, dude!! thats cool to know ( i knew this from their website, so feel free to click or google - and google is at number 5 by the way :d )

so.. feel free to try!!!!


Pumping at work. Well, supposely its every 2 hours. But seems like i dont have enough time for that kind of schedule. So I did twice a day. Around 10.30 am and 4.30pm. So far, every day I collected 10-12 oz at work. Nasuha been nursing a lot at home, so at the mean time I dont pump at home.

Alhamdulillah, the toilet wasnt the station anymore. thanks to PDC, I am allowed to use bilik kecemasan now. thanks to pak guard jugak, making its easier for me. Freezer almost full, but i think it will maintainas it is.. as EBM came in and out every day.

Cumanya .. I am not sure whether the nursery is handling the EBM in a correct way or not. I took 6 bottles, contains 2oz of mikl each...for Nasuha.One for each feeding. They might mix 2 bottles together, ot they use 1 bottle more than 1 hour.. hmm dunno.. sometimes its difficult to just say it straight to their face, as so many of us already told them how, and of course they are not new to it.. but.. hmmm do you know any brochure that I could get, prepared by professionals (Malaysian) about how to handle EBM - for care taker? I hope ther's such a thing

i am back

... to work, yes. The first day.. ermmm rasa mcm staff baru plak, withtout the fact that every one already know me. Siap ada jamuan chinese new year untuk menyambut diriku pulang. Work-well, have not taken over yet the old job. Had got new jobs yesterdy tho.

I kept thinking about Nasuha. She was said, to have been crying at the nursery. 2nd day was worst, she was not taking her bottle, therefore she cant sleep, due to hunger maybe. Kesian kan... yesterday was better. I hope today she'll improve.. hmm who knows.. Nasuha is not like Zahraa. Her mood swings,while Zahraa is a happy kid (with injection on tantrum that came by since last week)

I miss lil Nasuha and all the times spent with her. Never had I regret having that unpaid leave, yet it might be the best decision I made.

I am tired tho, running around here and there. Lari pergi nursey, lari back to the office, lari pergi makan, then keje, then lari pi pam susu, then lari pi keje lagi, visit Nasuha at the nursery by noon, then makan kejap then kerja, lari pi surau, lari kerja, lari pi pam lari, keje pulak.. lari balik... well.. kalau bos panggil .. lari lagi phewwww

And after works, there's other issue, cooking, cleaning, cleaning Nasuha bottles, those pumps, put out laundry,read to zahraa..put those 2 girls to sleep... phewww again. We all slept early nowdays. As I have to gain back my energy for the next day.. or to get up at any time - just like today: Nasuha wakes up at 3.50 and sleeps at 5.30 ..whoaaa... and now its almost subuh and i'm quite tired with lack of sleep.

hmm not complaining tho.. I know-semua ada ganjaran, and semua untuk kebaikan anak kan.. insyallah... may Allah bless my kids.

3 years old

Alhamdulillah.. Azzahraa is 3 years old! Remembering 8 February 2008,she was delivered at 4.16pm. Cute and chubby, she wins our hearts at the first glance. She was Elzahraa then, our little precious who changed our life totally.

Today, she's everything to us. May she grow up healthily, be blesses, be guided, and be granted with wisdom and knowledge.

happy birthday my dear daughter, whom i love, very very much.

Thank you angah and mak lah for the lovely pictures.. and thank you along for the pretty dress .. she loves it soooooooooooooo much