Saturday, July 30, 2011


I try to make our own tempoyak right before ramadhan. Kalau jadi ni i could make sambal tempoyak and gulai tempoyak ikan patin yo!!

Those are my husbands favorite. But he seems determined to go on a strict diet this month.

Well, guess what. I am going to let this tempoyak seduce him. Heheheheheeh

So pray for me ya.. Harap menjadik la naknya..

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Nasuha is 9 months!!

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Mashallah...time flies so fast!! When it was zahraa's time, i could count each week!! But for nasuha, its suddenly 9 months!

Tak puas la....she grew too fast... I still want that masam lil baby!! (without the crankiness of course)

Nasuha has been a good baby..of course there were times of 'buat hal' but she actualky had been very very very good.

She now had two lil cute teeth, used to abuse mommy. She now tries to walk oh her own...holding to the perimeter,every where she is. She eats almost anything- i dont know what her favorite is. I think siakap steam it is.

She calls mamamamam and bababababah. Bables a lot-and grumps a lot. She is friendly to everybody even to strangers. She loves outing and behave well everytime we did.

Nasuha is still being breastfed, but has been reverse cycling for a month. That means she drinks less in the day and when i'm not around. She doesnt nurse in public too

Nasuha is now7.5kg.. Looking small but she is actually quite tall. We hope she'd grew healthy, soleh and clever. Alhamdulillah she did bring so much joy into our family, a great gift she is!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

From stephenie meyer-midnight sun

Midnight Sun: Edward's Version of Twilight

August 28, 2008

As some of you may have heard, my partial draft of Midnight Sun was illegally posted on the Internet and has since been virally distributed without my knowledge or permission or the knowledge or permission of my publisher.

I have a good idea of how the leak happened as there were very few copies of Midnight Sun that left my possession and each was unique. Due to little changes I made to the manuscript at different times, I can tell when each left my possession and to whom it was given. The manuscript that was illegally distributed on the Internet was given to trusted individuals for a good purpose. I have no comment beyond that as I believe that there was no malicious intent with the initial distribution.

I did not want my readers to experience Midnight Sun before it was completed, edited and published. I think it is important for everybody to understand that what happened was a huge violation of my rights as an author, not to mention me as a human being. As the author of the Twilight Saga, I control the copyright and it is up to the owner of the copyright to decide when the books should be made public; this is the same for musicians and filmmakers. Just because someone buys a book or movie or song, or gets a download off the Internet, doesn't mean that they own the right to reproduce and distribute it. Unfortunately, with the Internet, it is easy for people to obtain and share items that do not legally belong to them. No matter how this is done, it is still dishonest. This has been a very upsetting experience for me, but I hope it will at least leave my fans with a better understanding of copyright and the importance of artistic control.

So where does this leave Midnight Sun? My first feeling was that there was no way to continue. Writing isn't like math; in math, two plus two always equals four no matter what your mood is like. With writing, the way you feel changes everything. If I tried to write Midnight Sun now, in my current frame of mind, James would probably win and all the Cullens would die, which wouldn't dovetail too well with the original story. In any case, I feel too sad about what has happened to continue working on Midnight Sun, and so it is on hold indefinitely.

I'd rather my fans not read this version of Midnight Sun. It was only an incomplete draft; the writing is messy and flawed and full of mistakes. But how do I comment on this violation without driving more people to look for the illegal posting? It has taken me a while to decide how and if I could respond. But to end the confusion, I've decided to make the draft available here (at the end of this post). This way, my readers don't have to feel they have to make a sacrifice to stay honest. I hope this fragment gives you further insight into Edward's head and adds a new dimension to the Twilight story. That's what inspired me to write it in the first place.

I do want to take a moment and thank the wonderful fans who have been so supportive of me over the past three years. I cannot begin to tell you how much each of you means to me. I only hope this note will stop all the confusion and online speculation so that the Twilight universe can once again become the happy escape it used to be. After this incredibly busy year, I am now focusing on spending more time with my family and working on some other writing projects.


fashion-revamp or disaster

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Revamp?? hmm i am not sure.. but have been asked;

1. Apahal ngko bran sangat sekarang? (i dont actually know what bran is, but i understood what she meant)
2. Waah... kemain lagi sekarang.. pasal apa
3. Ni apahal tetiba fesyen baru?
4. ada makeup..

Actually it was not sudden. I started out different since i came back from my maternity leave. But people dont really notice till now.
But i knew when did they really start to notice - when i started to have some flash of colours on my face, when i started drawing liners to my eyes, and when my skin has changed.

Why sudden? hmm.. well. been thinking and surely had been disscussing with my girlfriends..
So we come up with:

10 reason of my fashion revamp:

1. Tak penah beli mekap .. bila ada excited la nak pakai (thats the reason, of jangan beli actually)
2. Ada somebody talked about me, and sampai la ke telinga aku - "dia tu muda lagi, tapi buat macam orang tua..she looks like makcik" and by the way, ada officemate said i look like wan chik daud....
3. Inspired by @ellywirda - dia kata kalau tak nak nampak macam bibik, kena mekap sket, kena mama gitu- well seriously kan??
4. I felt old - when i fashioned up, i felt younger (no wonder Islam tak bagi berhias berlebihan )
5. Testing - can i pull off fashion, and still maintain covered mengikut syariat
6. Sebab ramai benor orang that do not know that i'm an architect - always been mixed up as admin
7. Sebab hidup terlampau rutin. Need something to cheer me up
8. Sebab shopping adalah begitu mudah..Tudung baru hanya di hujung jari *clik*
9. Sebab Nani kata dont need to be cun macam Hana Tajima baru bleh dress up, sbb takkan jadik ghope zura jadi ghope hana sampai bebla pun. "believe I am cun!'
10. Yuna inspired. Yuna buat revolutionary change bila dia start pakai lipstick merah menyala (besides fashion turban dia tu) masa dia start bekerja di new York. Ramai kondem choice of lipstick colour dia sbb biasa la kita kan suka kaler2 mandom,,,kaler2 kelabu asap mcm dusted rose tu kan..nak pulak remaja2 ni. tapi Yuna xkesah. Dia kata “Takkan nak tunggu dah tua esok baru nak pakai lipstick merah?!!”
Weehoo!!! Confidence bebeh, confidence! I loikeee!!!!

thank you Mye for brainstorming with me.. hehehehehehhe

midnight sun

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I did not know about this book till @itolee told me about it. Its another twillight book, by stephenie meyer, a draft still. Said it was stolen and been spread around through the net. It was suppose to be published this year. But somehow, stephenie didnt finish it,sulked at those who stole it from her.

Poor her,its not a suprise anymore. But who had the access to het stuff? Surely she did not wrote it online rite? For sure its in her lappy? Or was it the publisher,its her intro by the way. Or was it her herself?? Its totally an awesome idea if she did!!

Because it was great!! And it was a brilliant idea of her, to wrote a same story, but from edward cullens perspective!! Awesome stephenie!! I am so sure if she ever publish this,of course finish it first, its gonna be a boom!!! Eventho had read it thru pdf, i will surely get a copy!!

Stephenie does not have a fan mail or facebook. She had a website, without allowing comments from fans. I am not sure i got her correct twitter. I am sure so many would like to tell her the same thing.

Please stephenie, we want midnight sun!!

Angry bird

Hah!! Its seems to be every where. Every one knows whats angry bird. And i was hooked up to it too. Suddenly zahraa told me,mama ada baru... Danggg she's the one who notice the new scene/level -i dont know what its called.

My favorite is angry bird rio. Samba baby!!!

the obedient wivesclub

Hmm have i got it all wrong?? Or have us all got it all wrong??

Sunday, July 17, 2011


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Zahraa is now 3 years and 5 months. A cheeky,funny,sweet girl. Some would say that she's kinda of hyper too..but i think all kids her age are.

Zahraa now can play well with new friends..and she's quite friendly among strangers. She eats well too, i'd say for now she eats anything on the table.

She colours better now, showing she now had better control with her hands. Joining dots is easy for her now. The only issue is sometimes she is very lazy.

She can tell stories now,can create stories from pictures. The most significant behavior-she wants to so things on her own.

She plays n communicate well with nasuha, never tried to hurt nasuha,yet always willing help. She's not the kind of kid that is amused with babies-yet she is always looking out if nasuha is in danger.

Most of all, she is so lovely!!!

Zahraa grew up too fast,i think. Just too fast

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


I havent been wearing makeup for quite sometime. Few months ago,i'm interested to do so again;after so many comments like; i look older than my age and i look too pale.

Its really not because of what people say of course,but comments as such boost some kinda spirit-to make a change for a better me. To have give myself more confidence. To have a spirit that suits my age

So i started to have a blusher,later an eyeliner. Then i began to work on the eyes-thats when i fall for gel eyeliner

And look what i just got. Color pallete from sephora. Whuuhuuuu

I hope i wont go overboard with all these stuff


Is a makeup store every body is talking about. Its like sasa,but offers brands from the US.

It will be a reason why i wanna go KLCC again


To park the triton sometimes could be a pain in the a** (oops sorry).
Look what i did today. Ngam ngam satu inci je lagi. Hehehehej terer tak

Friday, July 1, 2011

Datum kl 2011

Lost in translation

Its Datum KL 2011, now has been rebranded as NOW KL 2011 season 1. And again thousands of architect is here in KLCC. Its like a reunion of arkitek separuh dunia.

As i predicted. There will be always problem with Japanese presenter. Three years ago i think i slept 80% of the presentation as the translater seems not very technical,or was not someone from the industry.

Last year hmmmmm the Japanese presenter was quite funny,and ckp sikit sikit je. Lucky he presented brilliant design.

This year, i had a hard time catching up, or tired of listening to both presenter and translater.

I wish; next year Datum KL or NOW KL will get a translater who is a good presenter herself, or someone who has great communication skill, or someone who knew the presentation well. Or at least a person that could make the crowd alive.

I have always look forward for Japanese presenters,as they delivers unique and interesting ideology.

So far, thus year has been better.

bye bye kids??

I have been looking forward for this day-the conference of the year-datum kl 2011 (kinda the only conference i attend every year)

I've prepared for this for a month-meaning making EBM stock for nasuha. It will be her first time being away for more than 8 hours. Her first to spend time with tok wan.

I was very very nervous. Sampai rasa nk muntah on the first day. But nasuha n zahraa seems to be just fine without me.


For all the EBM i took to KL, nasuha tak minum langsung! For 2 days she refused to be fed. Luckily shes taking solids.

Hmmm what do i do? Tukar botol lagi? Aiyakkkkk